THE TRIAL

Alexander Alexeieff / 1927. En L’Abbé de l’Abbaye

Note from the writer: Even it not combine, the link to “As time goes by”:
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x8rm78_frank-sinatra-casablanca-as-time-go_music

At the beginning was a man standing somewhere. Meet another human being, this man. This “Another” brought him shinny days, warm nights. Someday, “A” went without a trace. Things happened, time went by. And also some shinny day started a kind of judgment. “What for?” thought the man; there’s no sense putting me on the trial. So, he started to tell himself a story; this one: “Before the law, there stands a guard. A man comes from the country, begging admittance to the law. But the guard cannot admit him. May he hope to enter at a later time? That is possible, said the guard. The man tries to peer through the entrance. He'd been taught that the law was to be accessible to every man. "Do not attempt to enter without my permission", says the guard. I am very powerful. Yet I am the least of all the guards. From hall to hall, door after door, each guard is more powerful than the last. By the guard's permission, the man sits by the side of the door, and there he waits. For years, he waits. Everything he has, he gives away in the hope of bribing the guard, who never fails to say to him "I take what you give me only so that you will not feel that you left something undone." Keeping his watch during the long years, the man has come to know even the fleas on the guard's fur collar. Growing childish in old age, he begs the fleas to persuade the guard to change his mind and allow him to enter. His sight has dimmed, but in the darkness he perceives a radiance streaming immortally from the door of the law. And now, before he dies, all he's experienced condenses into one question, a question he's never asked. He beckons the guard. Says the guard, "You are insatiable! What is it now?" Says the man, "Every man strives to attain the law. How is it then that in all these years, no one else has ever come here, seeking admittance?" His hearing has failed, so the guard yells into his ear. "Nobody else but you could ever have obtained admittance. No one else could enter this door! This door was intended only for you! And now, I'm going to close it”.